daylight saving time

Dawn breaks with sickly hue, breaking even earlier than that shunted hour shoving forward, molecules in disarray electrons buzzing through nerves, my face feeling slapped. thoughts misfire, stutter, sleep retreats, the body propelled ahead an hour but the bones object and stall, travelling forward heavy, a canon ball destined to fall, landing with a solid whump. I am flesh, not fit to speed through time, a pitchfork at my back, my cells deconstructed, reconstructed, a timesheet noting I slack. I close my eyes and try, and try to go back.

season

one morning in January

the sun rose before I awakened

so startling it felt

as though

I had missed the day entirely

and slept

whilst spring flowers

pushed through

the soil

their bright faces turned upwards

yawning from their long sleep

kissed by the sun

tenderly

tickled by the breeze

fondly

while I slept and awakened

taken

in surprise

by the new season

winter storm

on the journey home the skies darken

a bomb cyclone blows in

what is that?

a visitation

or

damnation

dark clouds sweep across the road ahead 

then rain

down-pouring on towns

and hills

and fields

our car toiling

through streaming torrents

others

half-submerged in

sudden floods

blinding spray  or

driven up embankments

carving mudtracks

deep into grass

blue lights flash

on the other carriageway

once, twice, thrice in our passing 

more

in the distance

the wailing of sirens

lost

in the storm

we turn east and find another route

the sky lightens

and the regular wiper-blades’

swish-swishing

once more

underscores

the drumming 

of the rain

on the windshield

 

we pass miserable fields

of silent sheep 

heads bowed

winter coats hanging heavy

they stand or lie

in grass

amongst rushes

or huddled

against clumps of heather

fields are wire-bound, squared-off

there is

for sheep

no shelter at all

I worry, is their skin wet

beneath their wool?

do their ears ache

from the sawing wind?

their feet hock-deep in freezing mulch,

do they burn from the cold?

we pass a field with no grass

but a flock of white sheep

with

nowhere to lie

standing drenched

in brown mud,

sodden fleeces dragging

from

cold underbellies

muddied brown faces

root

for broken

plough-split turnips

beyond the square wired-off fields

copses of trees, bushes

undulating land

and

over-hanging rock formations

sheltered gulleys and patches of woodland

where sheep could gather

if they would

for

shelter

to bleat together

and

in their dreams.

do they dream? do they bleat?

we turn away and listen

to the thrumming rain

and

the sound

of the wipers

and

our tyres

rushing homewards through the storm.

the thing about rain

The thing about rain is

the noise,

pattering on the roof

above my head as I type

disturbing the rhythm of my words.

 

The thing about rain is

the sound,

of tyres on steaming tarmac

outside my door.

 

The thing about rain is

the smell,

earthy, fungal, rich

reminding me I’m here

in the world, at this moment.

 

 

The thing about rain is,

the tactile memory of

streaming

running

surging

coolness on my skin.

 

I leave my desk and walk

to the forest

behind the house

ankle deep

wet moss between toes

wet hair, wet lips

tongue reaching out to taste,

what?

You’re not here

The thing about rain is,

it falls

 

 

 

mountain thyme

That race, the heat of the mountain road. The crash of my bike as it fell. A hazy cottage. Three walls and a hanging door. The shade of a Cyprus tree where the roof once was, where my eyes struggled to adjust, where half blind I saw a table, felt a chair supporting me, my hands gripping its arms. Before closing my eyes I glimpsed a woman ladling out a measure.

What could I have seen at all? Knowing only that she tipped the measure into a mug of milk, her voice urging – drink, sip slowly, feel the texture. Sip, and feel, sip and feel, sip and feel. My voice echoing hers, her words gliding over my tongue; a voice soothing a ragged throat, flowing down to a beating heart, holding it like a hand cupping the head of a new-born.

And all the while, the woman is building a fire. I hear the placing of sticks in a grate, the striking of a match, a brief phosphorescent smell, the crackle of pinecones catching light.

And later, remembering the coolness of the ruin, the smoothness of milk, and remounting my bike, how the sun dipped below the peaks, to the bleating of a goat, and the sweet buzz of honeybees on mountain thyme.

the thing about rain

The thing about rain is

the noise,

pattering on the roof

above my head as I type

disturbing the rhythm of my words.

 

The thing about rain is

the sound,

of tyres on steaming tarmac

outside my door.

 

The thing about rain is

the smell,

earthy, fungal, rich

reminding me I’m here

in the world, at this moment.

 

 

The thing about rain is,

the tactile memory of

streaming

running

surging

coolness on my skin.

 

I leave my desk and walk

to the forest

behind the house

ankle deep

wet moss between toes

wet hair, wet lips

tongue reaching out to taste,

what?

You’re not here

The thing about rain is,

it falls

 

 

 

myeccentricfriend's avatarMy Eccentric Friend

Pour out your skies
of rain
damp tears, fetid fears
feeding the machine again
and then
there is this thing of
connectivity – do we need
more
or less
connection?
The confidence
to connect
or disconnect,
or reconnect, when connection
is required,
or is connection
the last thing in the world
we want.

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pie ‘n’ chips

Pie please.

Scotch pie. Pie ‘n’ chips.

Salt and vinegar, just the job,

wrapped in the news,

it cost two bob.

On frosty nights there’s

nothin’ better,

pie and chips and

bein’ the ‘gether.

goan doon Kirk Loan and

roon’ the bend,

clutched tae my heart

like ma best friend.

Ah fund a bench,

and there ah stopped

spread the feast across ma knees.

wished ah’d remembered

tae ask fer peas.

And now ma frozen fingers pick,

first the crust

and then a chip

burnin’ haunds and

scalded tongue,

salt n’ grease upon my lip.

Hot and steamin’

now the meat,

pastry-crusted what a treat.

A chip fer you

and twa fer me.

lick yer fingers,

gies a kiss

ah love ye doll

but widnae miss

ma Friday nights

wi’ pie and chips.